Trust

I am back from Penang.. like 3days ago?
Will blog about it soon :)

This mixed feelings.. so indescribable.

Friends; when we're young, when we're unhappy with on another all we does/say was " don't friend you already "
Now? "Friends" backstabb each other. We no longer can trust anyone. Sometimes not even the closest one. It's like we're bound to get hurt.
I always think/wonder.. why do people do that.

Relationship; Why do people cheat? Y'know when i was young.. my dream guy was a total different from the guy im with. haha. The guy i wanted.. doesnt really exist. :') How sad but true.


Now, with or without you, i'll be happy.
together or not, im gon' be happy.
call me selfish but you need to prove me wrong.
& before that, im putting my happiness first.
& for trust, gain it back yourself.
i trust neither. & maybe none except for myself.
I no longer can picture us happily together forever but if you really would make up for what u did wrong, maybe you can change my mind. Maybe i can see us walking down the aisle, hand in hand, married tgt forever.
Hope you'll change your stubborn character & grow up when you're in army this 2years. tgt or not, i'll be there for you.
coz i can't possible forget someone who gave me so much to rmb.