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"Don't worry, he will miss you. You're the best he could get and he blew it. Don't let him make you think for 1 second that it was your fault. It's not. He screwed up and you did absolutely nothing wrong. You gave him your heart and trusted him to keep it and protect it, but he couldn't. Honestly, he is not mature enough. He is not smart enough. If he was smart, he would have cared for you with every fibre of his being and been with you with every spare second he could but he didn't.
Now he is gone, but don't you cry, sweetie. Don't call him telling him you miss him. Don't message him, don't comment him, don't talk to him, just pretend like you don't care, well, because, you don't. Don't be surprise if he comes crawling back, saying he made a mistake. If you want to go with him again, make him work for you. Don't be his doormat. Don't let him in the first time he rings the bell, make him come back everyday till you trust him enough. If he doesn't come back after a couple of tries, just let him go, but if comes back every single day, trust me, he is worth it."

"It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. & it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on and when you want to move on, you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When hou have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them further and further away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realise things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it but if didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it."